California on the brain
Current Wardrobe: light blue bathrobe
Right now I can’t get California off my mind, I have been searching everywhere for an apartment… and still haven’t decided which city I want to move to (that I can also afford). I have two places in mind, one in Sacramento and one is in Arvin. Both places are promising, but that doesn’t mean in 2 months there will be a vacancy. When I go out there, I will have nothing except what I can fit in my car, so that means I will have to probably get an air mattress to sleep on. You know what’s kind of funny? I have always wanted to buy a tent and sleep in it indoors. I may just do that! Now that sounds plain cooky, but fun!!!
Well anyway, the reason I have California on the brain is because Chris and I finally discussed our future and we had a major hear-to-heart talk. We both agreed to part on good terms, I am just not ready to settle down in an exclusive relationship right now and he understood. He will continue to live here with me until I move… if he decides to move to Oregon like he discussed, then he promised to come visit me for an awesome fuck!
Well anyway, I know that when you guys come reading my journal, you are deep-down hoping I will write something sexual. Well sorry guys, not at this moment. I just had the chance to get married, and I turned him down. I actually feel really good about the decision, and feel more relieved than anything. Hope no one is disappointed with this entry, I just felt like getting pouring out my feelings!
I’ll be going to Daytona shortly, probably with a girlfriend of mine to go *gulp* shopping. I promise not to spend much!
Love,
Isabella
About the Author: Isabella Valentine, certified clinical hypnotherapist and certified NLP practitioner specializing in erotic hypnosis, specifically feminization, sissification, pantyboys, mind control, and femdom brainwashing.
