My inspiration for humiliation

Ok so I got an interesting question and I figured you all might be a little surprised by my answer, which is why I’ve chosen this particular question for today. hehe. (And surprisingly, a LOT of you are sending me funny emails on these question-answer things, which I wasn’t expecting lol).

So the question was:

“I listened to your recording, Lint Trap and it was beyond amazing. It was so good that it felt like you were inside my loser head and that you really knew me. I’ve heard humiliation recordings before from other people, but yours was almost as if you knew exactly what I needed to hear. Where do you get the inside scoop on what losers need to hear? Do you just make it up or do you have little losers that tell you what they want?”

That question cracked me up and left me rolling! If you all only KNEW. My response may or may not surprise you, I don’t know. But I’ll lay it out there. Many of the things I said in that recording, I was actually saying to myself based on events I had been through over the last 3 weeks. If you listen closely, you’ll hear them. For instance, “You pervert. Are you the kind of fucking stupid pervert that goes to the beach and stares at girls in their bikinis and gawks at pretty girls all day cause you have nothing better to do?” (Ahem, that was me. I was taking photos of pretty girls in their bikinis and even posted them on the net. I am such a pervert.) And another thing I said… “You sick bastard. You watch porn all day. All you do is masturbate. Who wants to hang around you? Are you watching a porno right now?” (I’ve been watching Jenna Jameson pornos all fucking week. I should be ashamed of myself!)…. and… “Have you been staring at girls’ asses again? No girl wants you. Who the hell would want you and your sorry stupid stinky penis?” (Just this week I was staring at a girl’s ass at Starbucks and she teased me and walked away and clearly was hotter than me.) All these little things I put in the recording were kind of a payback for all the things I’ve been through in the last few weeks. And instead of making myself feel like bad for masturbating or staring at hot girls and feeling all pervey, I channel it into energy and make YOU feel like a loser instead. Fun, huh?

Years and years ago, I used to be shy and submissive. It’s no secret. So I understand the psychology of wanting to feel small and unwanted. I understand the feelings of wanting to feel “less than” and useless. So when I made the recording, I said the things I would have wanted to hear under those circumstances.

Most of the recordings on my website, I have masturbated to (and successfully orgasmed) - even Lint Trap. The only ones I haven’t masturbated to are the cocksucking sissy ones, which do not arouse me. But no worries, those are best sellers. haha. I should do more of them.

Love
Isabella
xoxoxo