After I released the Skeptical Slave recording, I waited and waited… and waited for any sort of feedback and/or emails showing what the people did for Me. As many of you know, the recording was a psychological experiment, and I’m sure many assumed the experiment was about obedience, but it wasn’t. The true experiment was to see who would email Me their drawings afterwards and had nothing to do with obedience whatsoever. It was about seeing who was willing to follow through with optional requests, knowing it would please Me. How’s that for figuring people out?

Hundreds of people purchased it, but not a single person followed through by sending Me the optional email afterwards… until tonight. One person emailed Me their drawing.

And the slave did not spell My name right. Twice. **bangs head against the wall**

So the psychological experiment has showed Me this so far:
1) If I briefly mention that it will please Me if they follow an optional instruction, then little to no one will do it. (This was within “Skeptical Slave“) I received one letter.

2) If I give people a direct command to email Me and say it will make Me happy, then people are more inclined to do it. (This was within “Cocoon Submission“) Thousands of people emailed Me simply because it was a direct command.

3) If the optional command requires any sort of effort on their parts (such as putting a drawing on a scanner), then they disregard it and think it’s not worth pleasing their Goddess.

Why do you think that is?

I know subs like to hear direct commands, but I assumed the part about Me being happy would come into factor in both situations. I guess not. Maybe it’s not so much about making Me happy – as it is them feeling they had no choice in the matter. I’m not so sure I like slaves with that mentality. The slaves that receive My attention and earn My favor are ones who put My feelings and My desires above their own. I shouldn’t have to “require” something. I should simply say, “It would please Me if you did this…” That only goes to show that whoever listened to “Cocoon Submission” and wrote emails complimenting Me (a requirement) would probably never have written them if I hadn’t commanded it – which is sad. Apparently most of My clients who call themselves “slaves” really aren’t. Although they do what they’re told, most appear to have absolutely no desire to genuinely please Me.

Kind of like when I throw free stuff in My journal without people knowing it – hundreds of people showed up to get a free recording, complimenting Me on My weight loss, when most of them really could give a shit. Most (but not all) just wanted a freebie – the ones who didn’t want anything were either non-customers or past-customers who just happen to read My journal. I suppose I expected that, but being a psychology major – I’m always digging into issues deeper than I should. I want to know why people act the way they do and although I haven’t reached a definitive conclusion – at least with My small sampling of customers, I’d say very few (less than 5 people out of over 10,000) probably have the ability to be real life slaves. And that doesn’t necessarily mean they’re worthy of being a slave to ME – but possibly being a slave to ANYONE, period.

I really want to be proven wrong on this one.

Love
Isabella
xoxoxo

P.S. Only two people (that I’m aware of) are actually participating in the 7-day Slave Training I posted earlier in My journal. It’s funny how many of My customers beg and beg and beg to be My real life slave, beg to be in My brainwashing cage, beg to serve at My feet, beg to be feminized, beg to meet Me in person and be a slave – yet when I tell people what I want or request or desire, then very few people think it’s worth it. And people wonder why I’m so picky. Now you know. I’m looking for people who are WILLING to be TRAINED and actually go through with My detailed, and at times outlandish, requirements. Otherwise, what’s the point of asking to be My slave? I’m searching for someone who puts Me first (above their pain, above their desires, above everything – even to the point of sacrificing their own comfort and time).