It never ceases to amaze me how many kind people there are out there. Seriously. I understand that in my line of work, many slaves secretly hope that their Goddesses will demand them to send gifts for the holidays. But I won’t do that simply because slaves will only give if they WANT to give. I find it so much pleasurable to receive a gift knowing it came out of the kindness of their hearts (and not because of greedy commands). LOL it is kind of funny that people STILL send me gifts cause of the Siren video I made, but honestly I made it as a joke and didn’t expect people to buy me anything.

I’m blessed beyond belief, not just because of the outpouring of presents I’ve received over the past 4-5 years, but because people have done it so generously. Some people sent gifts when they couldn’t afford it and it’s an honor to even be remembered when bills are behind. I understand that not everyone has money. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again: I grew up extremely poor. Not a day goes by where I don’t treasure the life I live. All these material things are nice for the short-term, but the long-term are the PEOPLE who make the difference. Those of you who have sent gifts, no matter how great or small, have made a difference in my life. It doesn’t even matter to me the value of the item purchased, it’s the token of appreciation behind the offering.

This year, I ask that if you don’t have money to buy a gift for me (or for another Goddess), then please at least donate what you can to your favorite charity. It breaks my heart to watch other families not have anything for Christmas when I’ve been blessed with far more than I can handle. I mean – who needs 4 different color mascaras? I’m grateful, don’t get me wrong, it’s just mindboggling that I receive so much more than I could possibly use.

Every time I go to update my wishlist, I struggle to think of new items I want. I really, truly have everything I could ever need or want.  I’m quite tempted to remove my wishlist after Christmas because I feel I’ve reached a place in my life where material possessions aren’t as important as they used to be. I’d much rather concentrate on relationships and personal social growth so I can impact the lives of people around me.

However, I understand that there are those who sincerely love buying me gifts because they love to give me things that will make a long, lasting impression (such as a necklace I can wear 50 years from now). That’s pretty much the only reason I’ve chosen to leave the wishlist up for the time being. If you wish to give, feel free to do so. All I ask is that you only give if you WANT to, not because you feel you have to fulfill an obligation as a slave or friend to fill the Christmas quota. And if you have no money but want to give something non-monetary, then here is an alternative present I would like. Advertise what you think about me on the net, whether it be starting a blog and talking about me, linking to my website, talking about me on a forum or your myspace page, anything where you can talk about me word-of-mouth is just as wonderful (if not better) than receiving material things.

 Would you like me to be really happy this christmas? Share your hypnotic experiences with the world so that others will feel compelled to listen to my hypnosis recordings.

Not shown in photo: Several cds and dvds, which I’ll post in a later entry.

Love
Isabella
xoxooxox