New blog

I want to thank everyone who reads my blog, whether on a daily or semi-regular basis. It means a lot to me that for the past five years, many people have stuck by me through thick and thin on this journal. It is my goal to maintain this journal for as long as I remain an erotic hypnotist by profession, because the readers (of this blog) know me as such.

I’m here to express that I have recently started a separate journal that is far more reflective than this one. Sometimes I fear of posting things I *really* want to say which involve lots of new age stuff, energy things, and all the transcendental enlightening stuff I’ve been experiencing… because I know the readers of this blog often like to read things that will entertain them, not bore them. So I’ve started a separate blog which many might consider boring and stupid, and that’s ok. It’s a secret blog and is not open to the public, so it’s unlikely you’ll access it anywhere on the net without knowing where to find it. If any of you would like access to it, please email me at isabella@isabellavalentine.com and let me know *WHY* you’d like access to it and why I should let you see it. This is only because this blog contains private self-reflective thoughts and I want to be extremely selective of those who view it.

It will be my pleasure to share the link with those who love mind enlightenment and asking oneself questions about existence and life. I will not be pressured to give the link away, so please do not find offense if I don’t share it with everyone. The most important thing to me is that: those who read the new blog are on the “same page” as me when it comes to energy work and consciousness. If I let everyone access it, then already I feel I have to entertain people instead of just writing from the heart. This is why I’m being choosy. In the blog, I discuss lots of Rumi, space, science, neuroscience, metaphysics, quantum physics, oneness, transcendental methodology, brain stuff, and mind philosophy. It will also contain my agonizing search for love, something I feel completely uncomfortable discussing in this current journal. It’s hard to write honestly about my emotions when I constantly have to live up to a persona that my customers expect. I’d rather discuss my desires and affections in a more private place where I can express myself openly without worrying what other people think, especially customers. It has been my lifelong dream to freely write about my thoughts online without worrying if it’ll result in a loss of finances. To emphasize my redundancy, this is designed for myself, not for an audience.

If you don’t want to read that blog, that’s ok too. I understand it’s not for everyone, and I’m sure it will bore the fuck out of a majority of people. But I thought I’d make it known since I know there are a select few people who really enjoy reading my outrageous thoughts on the universe. Plus I plan on writing a large number of journal entries per day because, frankly, my mind is going crazy without having some sort of outlet for saying these sort of things. It’s more like a diary than a blog. I write for myself rather than for an audience. I need to, otherwise I’ll go insane.

In the meantime, this blog will continue the way it always has. Now I’ll just have two. One for entertainment and sharing myself with you… and one for self-reflection and infinite possibilities.

Love
Isabella
xooxoxox