Since 1997, this has been one of the reoccuring fantasies of mine. Kate Winslet’s character, “Rose,” in the movie Titanic. Naked, nervous, sexy, submissive, curvy, elegant, magnificent. She showed up in my mastur-dream just today! So hot. I’m so in love with Kate.

Those legs, that ass, those breasts, those EYES… that long hair… curving tail, high heel feet… for all intensive purposes, seeing Angelina naked, albeit digital… is enough to last me a lifetime. I also can’t help but masturbate to all her humanitarian efforts *as* I’m picturing her naked. It makes it hotter.

Megan Fox in jeans. I’ve always had a bit of a jean fetish, so when I see her wearing casual, tight jeans with the perfect amount of wrinkles in the crotch area… I get lost. I would LOVE to just watch her walk. I swear, I would be such a perv if I ran into her. I’d be staring the way most men do.

Love
Isabella
xoxoxoxo

Even meditation sometimes dangles me to sleep, which technically – it’s not about sleep – but I think it’s ok because I trust the benefits of it. Although, I admit, sometimes I prevent myself from drifting off because I feel I might miss something important. It’s always been somewhat of a challenge for me to think of a new and inventive way to surrender to things of the earth when I’m generally unsure what to expect. If someone is going to take the time to search for a credit card for an erotic hypnosis recording because they’re horny, it may as well be useful and get the job done. One of the reasons I write descriptions on all my recordings, even though I know the benefits of keeping the contents secret, is because I like people to know what fantasy they could be missing. I think Lord of the Rings was successful because we got a glimpse of ‘wow’ through the previews.

I’ve temporarily decided to release solid beliefs, but if I were to believe in something permanent: I think if everyone on the earth were hypnotized by someone with erotic intentions and relaxed into self-meditation, we’d all be much happier on a sexual level. If all of our kinky little horny needs are met, I think our lives will be – still like the word ‘be’ – more prosperous.

It’s exceptionally difficult for me to say that life is not always about sex, because everything reminds me of the best possible orgasm. Even glancing at a thousand-year-old oak tree reminds me of transcendent sex because, nine out of ten times, I allow myself the pleasure of having sex with the sky by becoming the molecules inside the tree bark. Sometimes, when I think about the raw of masturbation, I want to be hypnotized to have sexual conversations with foliage as if I were a wizard botanist. I can’t even imagine what a tree would say to me and that’s what turns me on. Even if the trunk said something bad, I could still disregard anything I want it too because we all have the capability of self-healing and self-preserving our life intentions. In a perfect world, I would hypnotize myself and always say the things worth obeying. It’s all a matter of how willing I am to assume the voice I hear is perfect (and what I mean by perfect is that he/she shares the same intentions I do) and trustworthy.

Maybe that’s why the idea of being hypnotized intrigues the inner pink of my pussy so much. I never know what’ll be said next. It’s super important to be hypnotized by someone we trust, otherwise we’ll disallow ourselves from actually listening to the instructions, which prevents the hypnosis. There have been many times I’ve prevented myself from having the best erotic hypnosis experience of my life simply because I keep questioning the voice I hear.

It’s easy, as humans, to question not only ourselves, but other people telling us what to do. I get that. I get it so much that I’m devoting my entire life to making erotic hypnosis recordings that I can get off to and enjoy transcendent masturbation. What’s the point of hypnotizing others if I’m not willing to listen to the same thing I’ve created for my listeners? When I allow myself the thrill of letting go and surrendering to hypnosis, it feels like I’m speeding on a roller coaster ride where someone else is controlling the gauges. In this case, I have to learn to surrender to myself. Yeah, some of my stuff could be better. My next recordings always are. It’s actually kind of funny to me that even though I put my heart, soul, blood, sweat, and tears into writing my erotic hypnosis scripts – I always seem to analyze it when I’m ready to actually be hypnotized.

I have since learned that putting the analyzation process on hold so that I can justifably admit that everyone has flaws (even hypnotists we trust and especially people who claim to be Gods or Goddesses) – entices the surrender to flow out more fluidly. Hypnotizing people is one of my favorite things to do. It’s therapeutic for me because I get the opportunity to tweak my language patterns in ways that will help pull the surrender out, even in the face of strong resistance. I admit, some people are stronger than me, and the beautiful thing is, I welcome a challenge. Even the toughest mind can be cracked open, ever so delicately, so when it finally surrenders… it allows a cataclysmic orgasm of violent, unfiltered ecstasy to rip through the wrapping paper of our skin like a volcano that had been trapped inside a Christmas box. Violence might be a bad thing when it comes to war, but when our pussies and cocks want to violently release extra fluid through our tiny little pee holes, we may as well let it. I’ve found it’s worth it. The kink of erotic hypnosis gets me there. With that being said, my intention is to give anyone that obeys my perfections and disregards my flaws – what I hope people will feel are the best orgasms of their lives.

Love
Isabella
xoxoxoo

Love
Isabella
xoxoxoox

Ok. So as you may know, I’ve been out of state for the last week staying at a family member’s house. With all the lack of privacy and lack of time, I absolutely did not masturbate during the vacation. For me, that’s a long time! I’m used to masturbating maybe once per day or at LEAST once every two days. So for me to go nearly a week was mentally exhausting. When I got home, my roommate Jenni was packing her suitcase for a vacation to Maryland… so naturally, a lightbulb goes off and I think, “Yay I get the house to myself! I can masturbate and orgasm as loud as I want!”

So night time comes. I am alone in the house. I go online browsing for internet porn. This time I wanted something different than the usual dominant woman whipping a submissive girl. Variety is important or else I’ll get bored. This time I wanted to watch a girl on webcam. I just wanted to see her stripteasing and flirting into the camera as if I were in a stripclub. A girl who smiles, looks like the girl next door, and who likes to tease. Not hard, right? Since I knew what I wanted, now I had to figure out where to go.

I could have picked Niteflirt, because it’s where I work. But I opted against it because I’d hate to put a girl in a strange position to feel obligated to put on a show for one of her coworkers. Sometimes girls get pesky on Niteflirt if they think “competition” is watching them. And yes, I do have a separate screen name on Niteflirt for the very sole purpose of masturbating and getting off to girls. Most of the time they have no clue it’s me unless I just tell them. If I think even for a moment that a webcam girl on Niteflirt is intimidated by me (and most won’t admit it, but often times they are), I won’t pay for her services. When I’m in masturbation-mode, the last thing I want to do is “check out competition,” and instead just wanna get my nut off.

So I went to an unfamiliar adult cam website, which I’ll leave nameless. If you’re desperate to know the name, email me (not through Niteflirt) and I’ll tell you. The girls were pretty and beautiful, as are many camgirls in the industry. They even had a free chat you could have before hand with the girls. The girls wouldn’t really type back, but they would look all cute and pretty in the preview video screen. I went from one girl’s video preview screen to another… looking for someone who, frankly, didn’t appear bored out of her mind. Now don’t get me wrong, I understand that it is impossible to be in a hot, horny, happy mood 24 hours a day. I’m well familiar with this adult industry and was a phone sex operator for many years before becoming a hypnotist. I know a lot of the attitudes are “put on” to make the customer feel happy, and that was ok with me. I didn’t need genuine “hot and horny” from a girl. But I at LEAST wanted her to pretend she was hot for me. Was that too much to ask? Couldn’t a girl just pretend to be excited to see a paying customer?

So I gave a girl a try. She looked adorable in the preview screen. It was a pay-per-minute deal, and I had about an hour’s worth of credits. The minute she comes on, she strips completely naked (absolutely no teasing involved at all) and begins going through the motions like a robot. And I stopped her and explained what I wanted. I told her it would turn me on if she took her time and stripteased her clothes like a stripper. Where she’ll show a breast, then cover it up. Show her ass, then play hard to get. And I also know that it’s important for ME to be just as vocal about what *I* want so that she’s not left playing a guessing game. She immediately got redressed and then sat there like an idiot. She rubbed the same spot on her panties the whole time without moving her legs, her arms, nothing. It was like watching the Twilight Zone on crack. She was a zombie. I left. I wanted someone else.

Girl number two. Hot, cute, wore glasses. Million dollar smile. Very very very cute. I figured if she wears glasses maybe she’s intelligent and can give me lots of eye contact which is very hot, especially in a stripclub. I paid for a private show and we began. I described what I wanted but she seemed confused. Finally she just asked if she wanted me to zoom in on her face and I said sure. So the duration of the time, she either put a dildo or her finger in her mouth and sucked on it. I did not want to pay by the minute to watch a girl sucking on something. Again I spoke up and told her what I wanted: a striptease. That’s all I had been trying to get. Nothing. She kept sucking her finger like a baby. I left.

Maybe third time would be a charm. Third girl. At this point I didn’t even care if I got a striptease. I just wanted to get aroused. Until this point, I wasn’t even slightly aroused. Those who know me can testify that even mundane things like leaves, trees, and carpet can sexually excite me. Come on ladies, I’m easy to arouse. Honest. I got money to spend, take your time. Let’s do this. So this other girl comes on, she actually begins doing a striptease without me even asking. Wow. How hot. Perfect body. Instant clit boner. Fucking hot. About ten minutes go by, she’s been doing lots of eye contact into the camera, touching her body, etc… and then…. she ruined my nut. She began typing on the computer. At first I thought she was typing to me and there must have been a delay. Nope. She continued to type and type and type to people. Apparently I wasn’t the only one watching this so-called “private show.”

Sorry, but I absolutely cannot get off watching a girl type on her keyboard to another “customer.” It ruined the fantasy of thinking that, temporarily, she was really interested in me. I left.

Fuck it.

So I did the unthinkable. I masturbated looking at a photo of myself. It worked. It was better than getting laid. Looking directly into my own eyes, I established intimacy. And because it was a self-portrait, I knew what I was thinking at the time and it was genuine arousal. And because it ME, what’s not to like but yourself? It’s not the first time I’ve masturbated to my picture, video, or voice… and certainly won’t be the last. After last night, I can only assume I’ll want to display more things worth wacking off too, at least for me.

Love
Isabella
xoxoxoxo

1. Obama sucking off Bill Clinton
2. Monica Lewinsky sucking off Obama while he’s dressed in a bra
3. Hillary fucking Obama with a cigar
4. Hillary licking my pussy
5. Spanking bare-bottomed Monica over my lap
6. Hillary cuckolding Bill
7. Obama on his knees while Hillary cracks a whip
8. Me sitting on Obama’s face
9. Monica tied up in my bed
10. Bill sucking off Obama

It was hot for me. I don’t know why those things turn me on, they just do. Here’s some eh, perverted pics of me molesting statues at Ripley’s Believe it or Not.

Love
Isabella
xoxooxox

Love
Isabella
xoxoxooxo

P.S. Men act really funny with their penises. They’re always pulling on it like they’re unsure if it’s attached to their bodies or something. Watching men masturbate looks so weird to me. It’s like watching a monkey pulling on a stick. And at the end, they give up.

Sexual Audio MP3: Masturbation Sessions

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Get three recordings for the price of one! Each of these recordings include me masturbating with a different object.

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Recording #1 – The Silver Bullet (11 mins, 32 secs)
This is my vibrator of choice which I use quite often. I like it because I can start very slow and then have multiple orgasms after I’ve been worked up. It’s purely clitoral stimulation only and I just rub it in circles over my clit. Plus I like this cause I can enjoy it while sitting in an office chair or even lying down in bed. It seems no matter where I am or what position I am in, the silver bullet always comes to the rescue!

Recording #2 – The Rabbit (9 mins, 30 secs)
I rarely use this to be honest, but after using it to make a recording – I’m definitely going to use it more often! It definitely had me cumming again and again! It not only vibrates my clit, but also rotates in circles inside my pussy! Wow!

Recording #3 – The Dildo (9 mins, 33 secs)
I’ve never been a big fan of dildos cause sometimes when I get really really excited and about to cum, my pussy tightens up and my hands freeze at the same time which prevents me from pushing it in and out right at the moment of orgasm. But just out of curiousity, I decided to use a dildo on myself to see if I could orgasm while continuing to fuck myself and low and behold – I could! Definitely a first. My pussy is still throbbing as I write this. I’ve only used a dildo on myself twice in the last 7 months, so you can imagine how tight I was in this recording. It took a while just to get the head in. But hot damn if I wasn’t screaming by the end!

Play free sample below (Use stereo headphones!)

Format: MP3 Download
Sound Quality: Professional First-Rate
Vocal Sound Effects: None
Props: Silver Bullet, The Rabbit, and a Dildo
Soft Background Music: No
Overdubbing Vocals: No
Length: “Silver Bullet” 11:32
Length: “The Rabbit” 9:30
Length: “The Dildo” 9:33
People Involved: One Girl
Zip File Size: Approx. 56 MB
Price: $29.99

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Listen to a real time hypnosis session as I hypnotize slave deidre in person! Lifestyle submissive deidre started off in the recording stating that she “couldn’t be hypnotized” and the truth was, she truly was a challenging subject so I had to work My magic to get her down pretty deep and had to try some different techniques with her.

My goal was to make her forget about her old Master long enough to submit to Me, worship My body sexually, masturbate for Me, and do whatever I commanded while under hypnosis. And well… wanna know what happened? Find out! It’s pretty hot!

Recording includes:
Erotic hypnosis, lesbianism, deep induction techniques, glove anesthesia, light hand, real life pendulum, finger snapping, getting rid of “stubbornness” in hypnosis subject, masturbation, oral sex, sex acts, arousal triggers, orgasm denial, orgasm commands, Goddess worship, nipple pleasure, amnesia triggers, and more.

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Format: MP3 Download
Sound Quality: Professional First-Rate
Vocal Sound Effects: Reverb Small Hall
Prop Sound Effects: No
Soft Background Music: Yes
Overdubbing Vocals: No
Length: 32 minutes, 28 seconds
Zip File Size: Approx. 61 MB
Price: $35.00

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If you enjoyed Sweet Release, then you will love this too!

This brainwashing erotic hypnosis session is very unique, with lots of reverberation, echoes, whispers, subliminals, water waves, water droplets, and many things going to help the mind drift into a hypnotic trance. Many awesome effects were used that are VERY sexy sounding throughout the recording.

This recording is perfect for those who want to enjoy a truly sweet, innocent, beautiful, seductive, sensual, and satisfying erotic hypnosis experience without worrying that I have profitable intentions like I did with the “Evil Brainwashing” recording. There is nothing like that in there. In this recording, I do not leave any suggestions for you to buy anything or spend more money on Me.

Before purchasing: It is highly recommended you use earphones (instead of computer speakers) to experience the most effective session. A lot of these binaural sounds were put so closely together that you can only hear them with earphones. Not only that, with earphones, it will seem as though you are in a confined space – which is perfect for this “brainwashing” technique used in this recording.

Fetishes include: Love and addiction fetish, needing Me, giving up control, clearing and cleansing your mind, emptying your mind, brainwashing, deepening, submission, soul control, trust, the nude female body, masturbation, and orgasm command.

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Format: MP3
Sound Quality: Professional First-Rate [Details]
Vocal Sound Effects: Yes, many [Details]
Prop Sound Effects: Ocean, waves, water drops
Soft Background Music: No
Overdubbing Vocals: Yes
Length: 32 minutes
Price: $35.00

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Fetish MP3: Compulsive Masturbator MP3

This recording is created for those who like to be mocked and humiliated for being a compulsive masturbator. Feel what it’s liked to be mocked, laughed at, and publically humiliated in front of all your coworkers while my friend and I verbally laugh at you while you play with your pathetic small penis. At one point in the recording, we are so disgusted with your compulsive masturbating that we force you to wear the dirty panties that you stole out of our laundry basket.

Hear me and my friend laughing at you while we candidly talk about you behind your back.

Fetishes include:
Verbal humiliation, public humiliation, laughter, demasculinization, and being picked on for your compulsive masturbation habits.

Play free sample below (Use stereo headphones!)

Format: MP3
Sound Quality: Professional First-Rate [Details]
Vocal Sound Effects: Small Hall Reverb [Details]
Prop Sound Effects: No
Soft Background Music: No
Overdubbing Vocals: No
Length: 12 minutes, 33 seconds
Price: $19.99

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