I wrote an 8-page autobiography essay based on my transformation with hypnosis and NLP from the Empowerment Partnership. The company wants me to be a focused case study on their upcoming, revamped website and will use segments of my personal story. Currently it’s being read my members of American Pacific University and being forwarded to a PR firm in Hawaii who seeks someone like me for a Glamour Magazine article about hypnosis for their August issue. They want someone with a success story. If you’d like to read it, here it is.

Isabella’s Personal Success Story

So, if you’d like to know a little behind-the-scenes, let me give you the scoop on my social life.

When I lived in San Diego, I spent a great deal of my time socializing with friends and strangers, and often new people would somehow find their way over to my house and I’d party with them. Most of the time it was because I sensed a lack of belonging in myself and frankly, felt like people would “accept” me more if I threw lots of parties. It seemed to work short term. I had hundreds of people who I considered friends or acquaintances. By most standards, that is unreal and very difficult to maintain as real friendships. Life seemed good on the outside, but on the inside I felt like I was desperate for alone time with myself. Then I moved to Indiana. For the first year, I practically locked myself inside the house to prevent me from partying with strangers, mostly to keep me from relapsing on bad drugs like I did in the past. Apparently, I quickly realized, socialization tended to increase my craving to overindulge in binge drinking and drugging. Being alone – no problem. No cravings. So moving to Indiana allowed me a much-needed “sober place” in mind and body to become comfortable in my own skin.

An entire year went by and I loved being alone and not going out or making new friends. (Not referring to the wonderful people who flew or drove in from out of state to visit me which were a breath of fresh air!) I looooved being alone! I actually preferred the alone time with myself and not going out. Then in late September, my first signs of loneliness began. Sometimes I’d leave the house at four in the morning just so I could go to a restaurant or supermarket that might still be open – just HOPING I could have a real life conversation with another human being, instead of online communication. I craved human contact. Just a hug. Anything. I’d go to strip clubs just so I could hold a woman in my arms, even if the connection was a superficial high. I needed it. And for about a month, it got worse. My craving to have contact with people increased, and all efforts seemed to go nowhere. The interaction that was in abundance in San Diego, was absolutely gone here in Bloomington. I needed local friends. My efforts increased – whether going to more coffee shops, bars, clubs, bookstores, etc. I was there. Still nothing.

Then I went to Kona, Hawaii for a Master NLP training, which I assumed would only be a training seminar. I had no idea how much the island (and the people on it) would change my life. I remember staring at the ocean the night I got there and having an inner dialogue with myself. If I could have anything, what would it be? My first response was “a healthy relationship” and a “network of friends.” The words seemed to come out all by themselves. The next night was my birthday and a part of me was a little sad at the idea of spending my birthday on a beautiful island all by myself. I had spent the whole day wandering outside the hotel around the beach and hammocks and walked down beautiful garden paths. The day was great. The night was nice. I still needed human contact and it hurt. As I walked into the lobby on my way to the hotel restaurant, I ran into 3 friends who I had met previously at another NLP seminar in California back in July. We recognized each other and had a beautiful dinner with live Hawaiian music playing, drinking margaritas and a drink appropriately called “hula girl.” All this time (aside from brief interlude in July revisiting friends and family), I finally got to spend quality time – 3 weeks to be exact, with other human beings who all had the same goal as me. Those three weeks changed my life. While in Hawaii, I made 11 lifetime friends. Not acquaintances. Lifetime friends. Friends to the end kind of people. Friends who will stick with you and help you get to your goal through thick and thin. It was all part of that spiritual awakening experience. With the help of lots of interaction and positive NLP, I finally got rid of my negative blocks to accepting friendship in my life which truly opened my eyes. I finally decided that when I’d return home, I’d instantly make friends instead of blocking communication from potential relationships.

My new personal philosophy worked. Within a week of arriving home, my sister Goddess friend fell into my lap. Literally fell from the sky. I met Kasha Shakti. And now I’ve been introduced to all her friends and all of us get along so wonderfully. I’m even throwing my first real “get-together” tomorrow night, which I am stoked about. It’s been OVER a year (we’re talking San Diego times) since I’ve thrown a party. For the first time in my whole life, I feel more balanced and aligned with myself to even throw such a party. This is the first time I actually care equally about others as I do about myself, instead of this imbalanced portrayal of whose needs come first. And even more amazing that Kasha wants me to join the Freedom Community and wants to host an event at my house. I swear, it blows my mind. This is exactly what I needed and it has instantly manifested. More friends. More loving connections. More positivity. I love that there are people who love NLP as much as I do and actually live out here. It absolutely shocks me. I’m in heaven. Life couldn’t be more perfect. Life is good. Pinch me. Friends. Real friends. In Indiana! And I love that they accept me for “me” rather than the e-lebrity that people often make me out to be. I’m just one of the guys. And Superbowl party at my house next sunday, kick ass!

I suppose the motto of this rambled-on journal entry would be. Ask and you shall receive. If you want something, sometimes the best way to achieve it is to stop complaining. Step two, put yourself at blame and accept cause instead of blaming the world for your problems. Step three, let the negativity go and accept the positivity of whatever the world has to offer you. Blessings do come when you let them. Most of the time we’re just too damn stubborn to see the positive if it hit us in the face.

Love
Isabella
xoxoxoxo

Have you ever wondered why you enjoy being a sissy? Or even better yet, have you ever been curious why you’re into feminization? This session is designed for sissies and pantyboys who have fantasies of dressing as beautiful women.

This mp3 isn’t an ordinary erotic hypnosis session, rather it focuses on NLP and spends time going deep into the core of where your sissy fetish originates. I’ve designed several carefully-worded questions to ask your subconscious mind to expand your boundaries and enlighten the way you feel about your secret fetishes.

This also trains you on the following: human hair wigs and appreciating long, soft hair, makeup application and wearing it right, feminine clothes, and how to become an even better sissy.

There is a right and a wrong way to be a sissy. Most people make all the wrong mistakes (like wearing cheap wigs and ugy makeup) and this session is designed to help you be the absolute BEST lesbian-sissy you can possibly be. This also includes masturbation and orgasm command.

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Soft Background Music: No
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Length: 35 minutes, 38 seconds
Zip File Size: Approx. 34 MB
Price: $35.00

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The mp3 is titled “Escape” but it’s not necessarily the definition of escape we are all used to. Instead of “running away” from something, this teaches the art of “running to” something. While I was in Hawaii, I experienced a personal escape that is practically impossible to describe. Everything around me feels beautiful now and I feel a personal growth that truly cannot be put into words. But this mp3 sort of reflects a small portion of what I feel and I hope others can benefit from it.

Instead of charging $35 for it, which is the price of most of my other recordings, I’m releasing it at $19.97 for a short time (until Dec. 1st and then will resume regular price). This way people who don’t have as much money can experience it.

The whole point of the mp3 is to make you feel incredible – perhaps even feel an out-of-body experience. Whatever you hope to get out of it, you can achieve.

It’s designed for both men and women and a longer description of the recording can be found here.

Free sample available here

Love
Isabella
xoxoxox

P.S. Ironically, I just finished reading a book titled “Escape” by Carolyn Jessop. I suppose the main difference being I’m not a 4th wife who just left her husband and large family of 36 kids. (She did leave with 8 of them which were her own and sadly, one girl, Betty, returned back home to the FDLS lifestyle). The book was a true story and really blew my mind. Thank you for the sweetheart who bought it for me. It was a page turner and I was truly on the edge of my seat the whole time.

If you want to see more photos from today, check this out:

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Love
Isabella
xoxoxo

P.S. Tomorrow is my last day in Hawaii – class is now over, but tomorrow I’m going up to a volcano to make an offering. I leave for home the day after tomorrow Thanks for being so patient with email responses and thanks for your support while I’ve been gone! I miss you all (sincerely)… and wish some of you were with me!

I can’t wait to utilize all I’ve learned! I went there thinking I would just learn more stuff to be educated to use on others, but WOW, I learned so much about myself in just 3 weeks that I almost FEEL like a different person. I’ve decided that within 12 months or so, I’ll sell my house (or rent it out) and buy a place in Vegas and set up my own private practice and eventually train and certify people (male and female) how to be hypnodommes or how to empower others using erotic hypnosis. It’s been my dream to help people through hypnosis to uncover their sexual fetishes and experience personal breakthroughs in relationships and/or issues related to sex (or just to make one’s sexual life better – and don’t we all want that?). Anyone wanting help in sexual abuse or trauma, I’d refer out to other people simply because it’s not an area I feel comfortable in (and have little experience and knowledge in those areas and it’s just not ecological or ethical for me to take on those clients so I’d end up referring them to others)… however, I’ve learned such a great deal with how to release negative emotions and how to change values, strategies, and so much quantum linguistics – I feel like I could scream woohoo Me = happy girl.

Master Practitoners:

Love
Isabella
xoxoxo

Love
Isabella
xoxoxox

Many people have said to me (since July), “Wow your mp3s keep getting better and better. You must be doing something different.” Well, a lot of that I owe to my NLP training…. and now I’ll finally be a master. Woohoo!

Once I get certified as a master, I’ll also have enough hours of training to be eligible to become state-licensed as a hypnotist in the state of Indiana. That means I’ll be able to open my own practice in Indiana as a LICENSED hypnotist (not certified, but licensed – big difference). That means I can accept insurance and the state recognizes me as a practitioner of alternative medicine. Indiana is currently the only state in the entire U.S. that licenses hypnotists, so I am excited beyond belief to be able to get this. I’ve worked many years and received hundreds of hours of educational training and only now I’ll finally be recognized by the state.

My goal before my trip is to produce as many quality mp3s as possible so that you all have great material to keep you happy until I get back. I’m even considering bringing my mic, stand, and portable digital recorder with me so I can do some recordings from my hotel room in Hawaii. And since I’ll be in class with many other hypnotists and NLP practitioners, who knows – perhaps I can convince a few of them to record something with me. We’ll see. I can be quite persuasive when I want to be.

Love
Isabella
xoxooxo

I love the word nebulous. It describes being indistinct and vague. It’s the state I strive to lead people when they’re experiencing a deep state of hypnosis.

In this mp3 recording, I spent several days writing an extremely detailed script which has an extensive amount of double binds, presuppositions, and other NLP techniques to help you go deep into trance.

For best effects, please use stereo headphones (instead of speakers) to enjoy this recording. The reason this is so important is because of the binaural method used to make this recording. In the left ear, I am hypnotizing you with my power and strength. In the right ear, I am you trying to resist me. Eventually the resistance wears off and all words become binds as you become weaker. Background whispers help deepen your trance as you drift further down into hypnosis.

This has a highly effective confusion technique method. If you liked the confusion technique used in Mind Trap, you might like this. If you liked the softness and replayability of Lose Yourself, then you may also appreciate this too. This is designed to appeal to all genders, so women may enjoy this too!

There is no mention of Goddess, worship, slavery, or finances. However, it welcomes you into submission and erotic hypnosis in a very clever and unique way. Whether you choose to ejaculate, be denied, or simply listen without masturbating is completely up to you. This recording is designed to please just about anyone (and I gotta tell you, this took me pretty deep).

Fetishes include:
Erotic hypnosis, hypnotic poetry, submission, double binds, confusion technique, NLP, presuppositions, extreme hypnotic comparisons, resistance breakdown, sensual hypnotic power, experiencing sleep and weakness, and losing control.

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Format: MP3 Download
Sound Quality: Professional First-Rate
Vocal Sound Effects: Many
Prop Sound Effects: No
Soft Background Music: No
Overdubbing Vocals: Yes
Length: 25 minutes 36 seconds
Zip File Size: Approx. 48 MB
Price: $35.00

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Now certified:
Woohoo! After studying for the last 6 months, I am officially certified as an NLP Practitioner approved by American Pacific University and also certifiably acknowledged by the Association of Integrative Psychology. Although I was already a certified clinical hypnotherapist, I went ahead and renewed my Hypnosis certification for the next two years by completing the test again (this time a level higher). And I am also now certified as a Time Empowerment Life Coach using Time Line Therapy in accordance with the Empowerment Partnership.

My score:
I scored 96% and ironically one of the two questions missed was, “What is NLP?” because I stated what it can do versus what it is. Out of ALL the questions, it was surprising to see such an easy answer was incorrect. Class was very informative and the knowledge there was immeasurable and extremely valuable. Many of the questions on the test were VERY hard considering nothing was multiple choice and most involved several paragraphs to answer. How could I have missed such an easy, basic question? Oh well, I know the answer now. haha

Master Practitioner level in November:
I learned so much and want to know even more about NLP, that I’ve decided to become a Master NLP Practitioner. It’s a level higher than my current status and I’m convinced the things I’ll learn at that stage will be life changing. Wow it would be so cool to be certified as a Master. So in November, I’ll be traveling to Kona, Hawaii and will be in class for two full weeks (I’ll probably take slave m with me so when class gets out every day, there will be a sexy slave waiting in my hotel room to massage my sore back).

Talking differently:
One of the drawbacks with finally learning all this NLP is that whenever I spent time with my family, my speech started to change. It wasn’t even like I was purposely trying to, it just came effortlessly. Even when we ate at Red Lobster and other places, it seemed I was constantly trying to “fix” them or give motivational advice or in some way contributing my newfound knowledge in hopes they would apply it to their relationships or problematic situations. My family (mom, aunt, and a few others) said I sounded like a counselor and could see me being a successful therapist because every question they threw at me, I seemed to have just the right answer. Just thinking about that makes me laugh because in the past, most of the conversations I had with my mother turned into arguments. But this time, she kept asking me for more and more advice. NLP has taught me to think before I speak and be very aware of how words are phrased because they can impact people’s patterns and behaviors. I try now to put thought into the words I speak in hopes to be able to read people better.

Most of the training involved hands-on training which improved my ability to read people IN PERSON (eye patterns, language patterns, body movements, etc). We were also taught how to hypnotize on a deeper level using Ericksonian methods – including matching my words according to someone’s breathing patterns. Unfortunately stuff like that requires hypnotizing someone in person so I can watch their breathing patterns. My current occupation relies on hypnotizing people via recording or on the phone (therefore impossible to watch breathing patterns in person). When I hypnotize someone on the phone, I pretty much rely on auditory patterns to try to match and mirror people (speech tones, audio tempo, voice pitch). I’ve now learned to incorporate kinesthetics, visuals, tastes and smells, among other things. Wow I could go on forever about this.

Time Line Therapy:
While in class learning Time Line Therapy (the info not provided in books), we were told that successful practitioners are only successful if they themselves believe in the product (in this case, the therapy). I had been skeptical for nearly 6 months about this type of therapy and thought applying it to others would be a piece of cake but had no intention of using it on myself.

While in class, we were told that we had to participate FULLY in the time line therapy for many techniques as both a client AND a practitioner. This meant I had to experience it myself as the client. I was very nervous because truth be told, being a client is kind of weird for me. I feel much more comfortable being the practitioner giving instructions than being the client receiving them.. I had always hated the idea of following someone else’s instructions, because it made me feel in a way… submissive. But I did it and am grateful for doing so.

In time line therapy, we had to remove EVERY one of our phobias (I mean EVERY SINGLE ONE), remove limiting decisions, negative emotions (I had a lot!), and then…. we had to remove all of our anger, then sadness, then fear, and then guilt from our entire lives. Now think about that for a moment. Removing all of our anger? From the time we were born to now? You can see why I was hesitant about it working. But I did it… and when the anger-removal therapy was done, I burst into tears like a sobbing baby. Little did I know, when people remove all their anger from their lives, they usually experience great sadness. Crying is something I rarely do, ESPECIALLY in front of another person… much less in front of a group of people, so for me to sob like a baby in front of everyone felt extremely embarrassing. To get rid of my newfound heavy sadness, my practitioner used the Sadness Removal therapy and then I started to feel scared for some reason. I don’t even know what I was scared of, I just felt scared of everything (fear of failure, fear of acceptance, fear of just being), so he used the Fear-Removal therapy. Instantly, I felt the emotion release and started to feel extremely guilty for having allowed myself to feel fear in the first place. Notice the pattern? When one emotion is removed, another buried one begins to service and becomes stronger! So he used the Guilt-Removal therapy and I felt cleansed. Much better!

Learning:
I learned that when doing this with a client, it is important to always remove Anger (stimulant emotion) first, then Sadness (depressant emotion), then Fear (stimulant emotion), and then Guilt (depressant emotion). And ALWAYS in that order. Those four emotions are extremely hard-pressing strong emotions that people keep buried in themselves for years. Once they are removed, it feels absolutely amazing! I felt as though I could do anything in the world without ever being held back!

In the hot seat:
Then of course, it was my turn to perform it on the practitioner. We switched seats and he became the client. My teacher and all the teacher’s aides watched while I began his therapy. I was no longer nervous or scared or angry or sad or whatever… it felt like a huge load was lifted. I began with the Anger-removal and as soon as the emotion was lifted, he began laughing hysterically (oh my, and I had cried???) and I was VERY confused. Why was he laughing? Was he laughing at me? Had I done something wrong? I felt this overwhelming sense of confusion. My teacher informed me that everyone experiences emotion releases differently – some laugh and some cry. This relieved my confusion and I continued with his therapy. I talked him through Sadness-removal, Fear-removal, and finally Guilt-removal. A success! He walked away feeling the same way I did and for the rest of the week, he said it felt like, “The great wall of China has been removed off my back.” That made it all worth it.

I can’t even go into all the details of things I learned because it would take me weeks to write it all. But needless to say, I feel better emotionally. I didn’t think I felt bad before, but now that those negative emotions have been released, my whole body feels 150% better!

Ok enough for now lol, I’m gonna post some pics in my next posts.

Love
Isabella
xoxoxoxox